maybe i am lazy when it comes to writing inside this blog. i've been home since yesterday but each time i wanted to write something inside this blog, i kept saying to myself, i'll write something else later. it's not that i didn't have anything to say, but it seems to me that everything that i'll be writing inside this blog isn't interesting enough for anyone to read. well, i'm not saying that everyone should visit my blog or accept everything that i wrote here. maybe it's human nature to have a notion that everybody else are better, or maybe it's me who didn't have the self esteem. but of course i admit that i'm not a good writer after all. there's more besides what we wrote that could attract people to read our writing, it's the language itself. and the language itself could attract different kind of people. obviously, people who're not fluent or couldn't read much of english or malay will prefer the language that they're more familliar to. (i'm not saying that i'm good at english as i wrote in english. this is just a way of improving my english. i know my english is bad. mind you, but i'm learning) but the way we write, the way we play with our words will also act as a gauge for people to measure their fondness of our writing. even more extreme than that, some people will check out the font of our writing for it is what makes our eyes soothes out as we read along the lines. oh, enough of that.
so i'm home, in jb of course. i've missed a lot of events and maybe i'll missed some more in the future. kreator will be playing in KL this september and i didn't even know if i could come. RM 70 is quite a large amount of money, but this is the opportunity of a lifetime. i'm not worshipping this band or what-so-ever, but this is one of my favourite band, and the possibbility that they will come to malaysia again is 1 : 10000000000000!
and yeah, a lot of things happened in the world as well. the devastating katrina, casualties in iraq, janji joni and the mystery of missing-but-was-later-found suhana. no matter how small the event or destruction seems to be, never underestimate their possible effect on our life. think about the cause and effect, and you'll see the connection here and there.
i was reading through the sun yesterday when i read this article about the overly printed face of che guevara. it was at that time i knew that some lawsuit had been filed and won against corporation who use the picture of che 'unappropriately'. how ironic is it for capitalist to show a communist revolutionist printed on their merchandise. maybe they've realized that revolution sells.
and seeing the news about the katrina disaster in new orleans, about the late arrival of rescuers and relief parties by comparing it to third world countries, all i could say is, now you know that bush isn't great after all. people are starving and dying but the cops are still busy chasing for looters, even some are shot to death. anyway, condolences to those who've been hit by the tornado.