some of us laugh, some of us cry, some of us smoke, some of us lie... but it's all, just a way that we cope with our life - starsailor : some of us

Friday, November 12, 2004

i'm down

i'm feeling down right now. down and low. once, i've figure that everything in my life will go on perfectly as planned but i fell down while reaching for the top. and then i figure out that everything will go on smoothly even if i have to climb back from the beginning but that doesn't always happen to everyone. i'm not talking about my result again (maybe i'll whine about it the same way i whine right now when i do get my result). i'm talking about my financial problem. i don't know even if it's appropriate to use the word problem. it's just i don't want to be a burden. only god knows how i feel when i couldn't find my name inside the JPA list.

we're always wanting life that's easy and beautiful but sometimes we have to consider to have something lesser than that. ther're always people that are more unfortunate, so i think i have to be thankful.

i'm feeling better right now. here i come ptptn!!

p/s : congratulation to syikin for recieving a scholarship from kpm. don't get me wrong, i don't feel bad because she got the scholarship, in fact, i'm happy for her. maybe a little bit jealous. ok, maybe i'm so so jealous but she really do deserve it. but i feel really bad when i called ypj for their convertible loan and they say that i have to wait till april next year. i haven't even paid for my first semester fee! so now you understand why i'm feeling so bad.

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