some of us laugh, some of us cry, some of us smoke, some of us lie... but it's all, just a way that we cope with our life - starsailor : some of us

Monday, May 17, 2004

letih gila gua!

after being away from home for about 2 weeks, here i am back again in JB. i took a bus from seremban so i could meet syikin but i have to wait for her and hafiza for a few hours in seremban, alone. i end up walking all around terminal 1 plaza with my heavy bags and later on i park my ass at the food court on the top floor. i'm so damn tired! so tired i didn't even talk much. and now my leg is aching so badly i could hardly walk. well..maybe i am the most patient human being in the world, or maybe i rather keep quiet as a way of expressing my anger. i guess that's why buji called me 'mat pend'(which stands for mat pendam). but don't worry people, i wouldn't burst into an uncontrolled anger like a time bomb. till now, i guess i'm capable of controlling my anger not to burst out loud, and didn't take it as a grudge. after all, everything come up with explanations, let it be good or bad.

syikin gave us a dinner treat and i bought x choc and mirinda red apple juice for us.

and what's with the 'mak aih..' expression? i guess it just came out of my spontaneity. i'm suprised of course. but don't worry. i end up smiling all the way to the bus, on the bus and even while i'm sleeping. sorry again for the 'mak aih..'.

and at the end of the day, everything is worth it. yah..i really mean it. it was worth it.

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