tangan gue bau durian ni haa!

i've just came back from the polyclinic near my house to do my medical checkup before entering UM but they said that i have to do it at the hospital and it was only yesterday that i went to the hospital for the same reason just to be shoved back home as they are handling too many people doing medical checkup. i guess i have no one to blame. maybe i'll spend a few dollars to do it at a nearby clinic. it would be faster and easier for me.

i still don't know weather i'm ready to face my new life as a student which was supposed to begin next week.

sometimes it's just so hard to go to sleep with even a small guilt inside of me.