lame

after all this while, i realize that my blog skin is quite lame. withoug pictures and anything, i guess people will get bored looking at it.

i've watched buletin utama last night and there was this prihatin section which shows the peoples who have certain misfortune such as illness and in desperate need for money. well, it's seems that everyday we heard about this kind of sorrow story and everytime i heard one, i've been thinking why can't our government increase the budget for our health ministry so that we can have a better government hospitals to treat such patient without the urging need to send them to specialized hospitals or even overseas? well, they can send people up in the mount of everest, build tall buildings and everything that, from my point of view, wouldn't do much good for a nation building. yah, when we're seen all over the world with all our potrays of a so called soon-to-be developed nation, we have investors all around the world pouring in to invest in our country. and the big company will earn more, the smaller company will have benefit from them and we all as a citizen will achieve modernization as a token of being a good citizen. so, from all the money we've made, why don't we increase some budget for our health ministry? or for the needy ones? there's also a news stated that about half of the newly registered government doctors resign just in a short period after they've devoted themselves to being a low-income governmental doctors. yes, we're happy to have malaysia being known all around the world, but some of us here are really suffering. this is a cliche. so be bored if you want.

i've got my upu results already. i've been admitted to UM. i'm just scared that i still couldn't do it. there's a trauma for being kicked out of university.