i'm a cuppy

i'm somehow scared with the thought that i'll be studying again by next week. all this while, i always whining about how boring i get, and how good will it be if i'm still studying but ironically, this is how i felt right now, scared.

honestly, i wanted to study in UM not because of the 'high standard' that they have. it's just plainly because i want to be near with my friends and girlfriend. i don't want the history to repeat itself, but i also do not want to be far from them. i really hope that i'll get as much encouragement from them as much as the fun they'll gave to me. i really really want to do well this time. lets hope, no..no, lets pray that all of us are able to make through our studies and achieve what each one of us are hoping for.

i met bongek last thursday. i think if it's not because that he wanted me to guide them to JKR, i won't be meeting him. but after a long time, i'm able to meet him. he asked me to go with him to rembau but i said that i couldn't as i have so many things to settle and i didn't have much money for that reason. i used to go to his house during semester break during my diploma years. usually we didn't do anything much while i'm at his house. just waiting for alan to come by and spend our times together. for your information, they're my school mates. yah, school was great because of them, all of them. now, i rarely meet or heard stories from any one of them except from buji and kompot. secondary school was the beginning of so many things for me.

alahai, dah kawan 9 tahun pun nak berkira.

syikin has stopped writing inside her blog. i think i'll keep on writing here as long as i think that i got something to share and write. besides that, i'm not as otai as her to quit just after a few months blogging. tak bb..tak tak!!