blessed by burdens?

now that my exam is over, i was hoping that i would feel that all burden was off my shoulder, but it doesn't. i don't know why. maybe because of the industrial training that i'll be going to starting next week or the final year project for next semester. maybe it's the latter that's bothering me. yah..the project won't begin till next semester but i'm gonna need to master on ProEngineering software before i could do the project. so i have to spend my time learning that complex software while doing my practical training this semester break. i'm planning to do a lot of reading and learn to use dreamweaver and photoshop for this semester break but maybe i've got to set my priority for my thesis. maybe..

i've just finished my paper last wednesday and i don't really want to talk about any of it. and i only have 4 days to enjoy my holiday, and i'm trying to make full of it. tomorrow i'll be going to the kl international book fair with a friend and i'll be going to penang this weekend with some friends! we will be going to a friend's wedding and decide to do some travelling as well. yup..travelling with some old friends will surely bring back old fun memories!

my internet connection still sucks so if any of you still wondering why i haven't turned on my yahoo messenger for quite some time, it's because of that. maybe there're something wrong with my network or modem configuration. i'll figure that out when i have the time. maybe i have to undo all the port fowarding and configure the modem back again.

some questions for the day:

1. do you sometimes know what you do is wrong but you still do it just because..emm let say because you're lazy?

2. have you ever feel tired of being nice just because everyone expect you to be nice?