disconnected

what came first? the music or the misery? People worry about kids playing with guns, or watching violent videos..that some sort of culture of violence will take them over. Nobody worries about kids listening to thousands...literally, thousands of songs about heartbreak, rejection...pain, misery and loss. Did I listen to pop music because I was miserable...or was I miserable because I listened to pop music? - High Fidelity -

i'm offically divorced. yah..i broke up with her (u know who) or she broke up with me, it doesn't really matters. it's hard for me, but i'll cope with it. don't ask me why coz the reasoning would be better if it stays between us. no one is to be blame here. i'll get over it. time will heal.

luckily we're still friends. she's too amazing to be withdrawn completely from my world..

here are the top 5 playlist for my first break up (if u've watched high fidelity or read the novel, u'll know what this "Top 5 list" is about. and yes, this is actually my first relationship. suprised?).

in no particular order, here we go..

1. Lucy in the loo - third track of their split relase with 4 elm kids (i don't know the title of the track)

2. Emiliana Torrini - Dead Things

3. The Cure - Apart

4. Stars - Life Effect

5. REM - Everybody Hurts

And so we disconnect
The room goes quiet around us
Nothing left to protect
The end has finally found us

p/s: none of the lyrics in these songs really suggest what we've been through. its just some songs. and again, we're still cool. we're still friends. we holds no grudge against each other.