i'm happy..sad..and worried..

morning is the time when i feel most vulnerable, and fragile. the time when all those emotions will attack me at the same time. rage, love, sadness, fearfull, insecure and whatever emotion you could name. make me want to spill all that i have inside my head. but don't worry, i won't. and don't worry, all that emotions doesn't particularly focus to a single person at the same time, sometimes it doesn't even relates to a human being at all.

i still have one more paper to go. don't ask me about yesterday's paper coz i don't want to think about it anymore. i've spilled it all to a person and there're nothing left to tell.

there're people that i need to meet as soon as this exam is over. i hope their house is still open to welcome me. i miss the sounds of those coins when they're playing u-know-what, i miss the sounds of azy's chugging guitar, lokman's bassline, ayeh's growling, zairi's laughs, cem's smell (no offence eh cem! hahah...), anip's cooking and bibir badul wan.

and i miss everything about her. i haven't meet her for a semester! so don't ask me whether i miss her or not. of course i do. the last time we've met would be right before the semester starts. it was also the time when i first met Layla Kathija.

ok, enough about this vulnerable morning. it's afternoon already. zali pun dah sms tanya aku kat tingkat mana kat library. memang menjajau la dia carik aku kang!