i'm blank. that's the best words to describe myself. i don't know where i'm heading, or what am i doing. i don't know what i'll do today, tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. my mind isn't in synchronize with my surroundings anymore. i'm avoiding everything, i succumb to my sleepy head. i'm not reading anything as everything seems not so intersting to my eyes. i have to search for a job instead of waiting and wasting my money calling that damn company about my status. i have to go back if i'm not able to get a job. i know i've been saying this about a thousand times. i want a job!!!!!!

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--"aaa..dia tengah tido ah"--